AND THERE YOU ARE
Ronnie Del Carmen’s little book, And There You Are (72 5.5x7-inch pages, color; paperback with flaps, $15), is a perfect charmer. Del Carmen, who won the National Cartoonists Society’s Reuben division award for Feature Animation (he storyboarded “Up”) last spring, is a story supervisor, production designer, writer and director at Pixar. He has drawn children’s books and comic books, and as Paper Biscuit Industries, Del Carmen publishes his own books, of which the one in hand is an exquisite example.
This faberge volume does not so much tell a story as it depicts a devotion. It is about the creation of a character, the delectable Nina, “imaginary and gossamer,” who gradually assumes an appearance and acquires a personality in the pages of one of Del Carmen’s sketchbooks, in which, he says, he makes notes to himself about his plans and appointments as well as pictures of Nina. “Side by side the details of my days move in step with the notes for Nina’s story and somehow one becomes part of the other. And so it goes.” Until, finally, there you are, Nina, cute and perky and perfectly poised, the ideal modern young woman.
The book’s pages offer sketches of Nina in different poses, wearing aspects of her wardrobe. Some of the pictures are pen-and-ink, some are pencil, some are watercolor paintings, or pastel chalkings. Photographs of fabrics drift through the pages. Some of the pages are copied exactly from Del Carmen’s journal; some are paste-ups of fragments of those pages.
Some pages carry snatches of text, prose musings of the artist as he contemplates the work before him, the pages of his sketchbook. “Having Nina there has been such a gift,” he writes in one place. “I have something to draw and explore any time. Like having a model handy. I only wish I can settle her myriad storylines into one book someday. The nature of her stories tend to converge or splay out rather than progress in linear fashion. Much like dreams, I guess.”
On the last page, we have a gentle envoi, evoking and bidding farewell to the romance the artist has lived in his sketchbook. Del Carmen is having coffee with Tess in a favorite coffee shop when he fancies he sees Nina. “She takes off her wool cap and stands in line to order coffee,” Del Carmen writes. “There she is. Like I’ve always been drawing her. A heavy winter coat and a scarf; her hair is short and mussed from wearing the cap and her eyes take the world in as it is. I notice the tall guy behind her as she shows him a heavy cup for sale. Ahhh, she has someone. It all turned out okay. I dare not do this, but I get my camera. Nonchalant pictures taken at a public place of no one in particular. I nudge Tess — does she see this Nina? She does. And she agrees — she looks just like her.”
Perusing this volume is like entering the mind and creative ponderings of the artist. All the groping but delightful confusion of creation is depicted here in its chaotic, fragmentary yet somehow functional disarray. Del Carmen is serious about the creative process, but he knows, too, that in its essential aspect it is playfulness, not purposefulness, that results in a fey woman-child like Nina, enchanted and enchanting. And this tender and delightful book captures and conveys that vital playfulness.
